Ohayoo. I'm Arisu! That's Japanese for "Alice." But anyway, I'm full of different surprises. My mood changes all of the time. Sometimes, I feel great. Other days, I wish I was dead. Some people say that I am bipolar. The good doctor has ruled me with something called Borderline Personality Disorder. I don't really know. Maybe they are right. Who can say? I just do as I feel, I guess. I am a Catholic Japanese girl. My brother and I were brought up that way. I love doing these profile thingies. They are just so much fun! I can put anything I like on them.
I love Goth Hello Kitty. My room is all black and white. My older brother thinks it's not healthy. But, I'm fine. Really. I am on medication. But, sometimes I skip days. It's okay. I function just fine without them. My friends are always looking out for me. I am really close to Nicole and Casper. They are such beautiful girls. I'm kind of jealous of them. Sometimes, I wish I could be just like them. I fantasize about death many times. I will stand on bridges or tall buildings and stare down for hours at a time. I don't really want to die most of the time. I just wonder what it's like on the other side. This always worries Jin so much. But, I assure him that I am just fine. (He never believes me though. That always wants to talk to me. I can see why, though.)
I once had an older sister. Her name was Fujiko. She was a problem child at first. But then, Fujiko went right at eighteen. Sadly, she died when she was hit by a car. That ruined both mom and Jin so badly. I was sad too. But now, I'm fine again! Yay! I believe in true love and mine is Sid Wilson. I love him so much and I want him to marry me. But, I don't really know what I'm going to do with myself in the end. I guess I'll just live out my life until the end.
Bands: TATU, Dir en Grey, Gackt, Malice Mizer, and the Pillows
Ambition: To be Sid's wife and have his baby
TV: House, CSI, CSI: Miami, CSI: NY, and Grey's Anatomy
Websites: http://www.hottopic.com/, http://www.yahoo.com/, http://www.google.co.jp/, and http://www.e4.com/