Chapter Five: The Private Undoing of a Public Servant:

-Jiao-

I lay back on out bed with dull eyes. I felt loved tonight as Roka locked his own eyes upon me.

“What do you want tonight?” he asked. My lips curved into a smile.

“You!” I said. “Give me all of you.” I gave him a gentle tap on his nose. He kissed me on the finger before he took it into his mouth. I chuckled as his tongue hit my skin. I didn’t get why I enjoy this so much. He’s turned me into a bigger whore than I could’ve ever hoped to be.

“You naughty boy,” I muttered. Roka gave me an innocent look when he came within inches of my lips.

“Why is that?” he asked. I gave him a quick kiss on the lips.

“You just are,” I whispered. He kissed me back without a single thought. My tongue ended up in his mouth as his hand went for my breasts. He ripped open my robe, revealing my naked body. Roka broke off the kiss for a look.

“Wow…” he murmured, wiping away drool from his mouth. I licked my own lips at him.

“Come and take me, big boy!” I said. His lips landed on the side of my neck. I moaned as his teeth nibbled on the skin. I ripped off his robe. Pretty soon, both of our clothes hit the floor.

I lay there as he nails me. Usually if I with a man more than once, I got bored. Somehow, Roka’s different. He added more to our nights together. I pulled him into my arms.

“Oh yes!” I cried. “More, more!” Roka thrust harder at my command. My nails dug deeper into his back. Hearing his cries of pain mixed in with his pleasure made my mouth water. His tongue added more flavor into my mouth. The more I think about, the more it felt strange to me. Why him of all people? I’ve had gorgeous men like him before in my life. In the end, I let them good for the next interesting toy to play with.

I can’t figure it out with Roka, however. He’s lacked on and refused to let go. That man’s buried himself into my heart and I don’t know how to deal with it. To tell you the truth, it kind of scares me. I am a wild animal who refuses to be tied down to one man. Or rather… that’s what I used to be. Now, I’m not so sure anymore. The strangest part is that I might actually like this. Because of that little fact, I didn’t know how to handle it.

Roka collapsed beside me after he came. I kissed him on the forehead. He looked up at me with big puppy dog eyes.

“How was that?” he asked in between breathes. I patted him on the head.

“You did good,” I whispered. “You did good.” That former priest rested his head on my chest.

“I love you, Jiao-chan” Roka murmured. Those words alone were enough to make me gulp.