Chapter Twenty-Two: Violent Grip:

I had no idea how strong a hold that Kaoru had on me until late one night.

-Dream Begins-

Heated kisses pressed against my neck. I wiggled around in my sleep. A pair of hands started to unbutton my pajama top. I lightly pushed the fingers off.

“Stop,” I whispered. A light kiss smothered my lips. Another one followed as the hands slid off my shirt. The heat made my heart do little flips in my chest. My mouth opened and a tongue slipped inside. I opened my eyes to find one of my greatest fears before me. Kaoru didn’t let up until I tried to fight him off. His blood-coated lips curved into a smile.

“Hello, my dear,” he said in low voice. I tried to push him off, but he had me pinned down.

“You…” I muttered, “Let me go!”

“I’m sorry,” Kaoru murmured, “I don’t seem to know how.”

“Asshole!” I barked. That bastard frowned at me.

“Aw, that’s not very nice,” he whimpered.

“Asshole!” I screamed again, “Get off of me!” Kaoru forced another kiss on my lips. I felt myself burn inside. I wanted to push him away, but something wouldn’t let me. It was almost as if I wanted this in a way. In that moment, I surrendered myself to him. He buried his tongue into my mouth again. My mind reeled between disgust and desire.

Take me! Please take me!

His hand clutched my breasts. Kaoru moved his mouth to my throat. I moaned at the nipping that followed.

“Fuck me,” I whispered. He glanced up at me as he licked the skin.

“I’m sorry?” he asked. I looked at him with desperation in my eyes.

“Fuck me!” I screamed again. Kaoru sat up over with an eyebrow raised.

“Now why would I do something like that?” he asked, “I thought you hated me.” I shook my head as I swallowed.

“I don’t care anymore!” I cried, “I can’t take this teasing!” He forced another kiss on my lips.

“Anything you want,” that bastard whispered. He bit down on my lower lip. I howled in pain and pleasure.

“Yes, you bastard!” I shouted, “Do it again!” Kaoru bit down on my lip hard enough to make it bleed. My eyes rolled back into my head as my body lifted under him. I screamed and opened my legs for him. Kaoru grabbed onto my pajama bottoms and yanked them off.

My eyes stayed on the ceiling as he pounded into me. My fingers clung to the sheets below. I felt my mind disappearing into a quieter space. Kaoru sank his teeth into my shoulder. I gasped as my body bucked upwards.

“Oh God!” I cried. “Oh God! Oh God! Oh God!” I happened to look down and see that jerk smirking at me. He knew that he owned me like a whore. What made it worse was that I actually liked it in this dream. I bit on my lower lip and breathed in heavier.

“Do you like this, love?” Kaoru asked as he sped up inside of me. I cursed myself in my head. Damn it, I thought, Damn it! Damn it! Damn it! That bastard laughed at my misery. I narrowed my lust-filled eyes at him.

“Fuck you,” I mouthed at him. Kaoru only licked his lips and pinned me down for more pounding. At this point, I didn’t care what happened to me anymore. Take me! Take me! Fucking take me! I noticed him opening his mouth over my neck.

“Are you going to kill me now?” she asked. I drew my eyes closed once more. “Do it!” I demanded, “Kill me with desire!” I opened my eyes when I heard chuckling in my ear. Kaoru shook his head.

“No,” he told me, “I won’t do that. Where would be the fun?” I nodded at him before he laid another kiss on my lips. I closed my eyes and stopped caring as I felt the climax coming for me.

-End of Dream-

I awoke in a sea of sweat. My eyes searched the darkness. Fear swallowed up my being as I realized how serious Kaoru’s grip was on me.